Way Behind!!!!!

Hello to all of you. I am not very good at keeping up on our family blog page but I am going to try and do better. First, to update you all on Kaylee since that is where I left off three months ago, she is doing great! She had her EEG and MRI and both came back perfect. The next step was to start running some tests on her heart, but Greg and I and her primary doctor decided that we did not want to do that unless she had another episode like this again. So far so good. The previous two episoded were 6 months apart, but we are optimistic that it is not going to happen again! Other than that she is completely heathly. She weighed 16lbs 8oz at her 1 year check up (she is very small) but she can keep up with her older sisters quite well. It is funny to watch her walk around because she is so small. We joke around that she is going to have to stay in her infant carrier till she is three, because it will probably take her that long to reach 20 pounds! Kiana starts kindergarten next week and I am ready to have a nervous breakdown!!!!! I am having a very hard time with the idea that she will not be with me all the time and that she is growing up. I think Greg will have to drop her off at school because if it is left up to me, I probably won't. I know I am crazy, but I don't care. I think I should go to the doctor's and get on some anxiety meds, but I am afraid that when I tell them why I need them they will laugh as they are kicking me out of the office!!! I just can't believe how fast five years has gone by. I know she will do great in school, she is very smart and determined. I just hope Kennedy, Kaylee, and I do as well at home without her, she is my little helper, and their best friend. I love my girls more than anything and so lucky to have three beautiful angels.